Tuesday, April 11, 2006

hey. God moved in a great way today. i m just standing in awe of You again. heh.

debate was super funny. i wanted to win la. i mean even if its some silly competition, who wouldnt? and den we won even without rebutting our opponents. and haha most retarded. won best speaker. i seriously cant speak la. but i really wanna thank God that he gave me the peace and the fluency. honestly, until i prayed i was as nervous as the rest of the speakers. i mean like imagine maluing urself in front of 50 odd ppl. haha.

and wow man. wow wow wow. today la. didnt want to stay in school during my wait for my chem test so i went to macs and sis yating, yvonne and her frens appeared. haha. i meant for it to happen la. but i didnt bug them. and i m marvelled by the anointing and wisdom of my cell leader. haha. its like when u just know the heart of God so much, u can do this sort of thing. cus ur life is just so in line with him. after we left macs and yvonne and frens went for pe. sis yating was like, i got 2 people saved. i was like wow! these two ppl r like in my school. i see my fren hanging out with them but i like never ever talk to them. and sis yating meeting them for the first time gets them saved. ahhhh! wad m i doing. still i think God is amazing. heh.

den i learnt a lesson today. haha. kelvin said it in the morning and it sort of came back into my head after i flunked my chem test. first let see i can get..

qn1) 4/4
qn2) 1/3
qn3) 6/6
qn4) 5/8
qn5) 1/3
qn6) 1/6
total 18/30

thats like at the most. haha. if i had studied the equations properly, i wouldnt have screwed qn 4, 5 and 6. argh. anyway. wad came back to my head was 'without God, we can do nothing. but without us, God will do nothing.' and its really so true. and it was such a testimony. the debate. i guess i really shud have tried harder. thats one lesson learnt. i have one more test in about 2 or 3 weeks. someone smack me if i say this again after i do that test.

oh yes and finally. today was supposed to be tuesday. the chao sian day with super long periods. but it totally didnt seem like it. i remember myself wasting thru, dragging myself thru like the last 2 tuesdays. today was different. i felt energy and anointing pour all over me thruout the day and i really wanna thank God for it. its kinda like wad is written la. God will never shortchange us. whether its in finances or time we spend. that half an hour i spent seeking Him last night turned out to be great renewal and a great blessing today. i guess its really bout putting God in our plans. cus i ll work out. know God's heart. know that he doesnt purpose for u to suffer. know that all u do is in His glory. know that u have a whole school to impact and a place to shine in. bear that in mind. that its not to us but all to Him. commit it all in His hands. and days will really past much faster and be much greater.

|cowpoo| 9:04 PM|

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